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Tuesday, April 10th, 2007
1:44 am	I have a boyfriend. He's the shit. He's the biggest sweetheart- So far. =] Jimmy Benton is amazing, <3 Current Mood: content Current Music: Muse (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 28th, 2007
12:29 am	So I've decided to go to college. I'm gonna get my Ph.D in Psychology. I'm gonna be a psychologist! =] =] =] And I'm also gonna get my Doctrines in Family Therapy. =] =] =] It's going to take anywhere from 8-9 years. But I'm super excited about this and I know its what I REALLY want to do. My psychologist told me I'd make an AMAZING psychologyist because of all of the shit that I've gone through in my life. I'll be finished with school around the age of 27 or 28. I'm probably gonna start at BCC this Summer. Then go to FIU Then to Nova! =] Yessssssss.=] Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: My American Heart (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, March 23rd, 2007
1:59 pm	Your so immature. Your 24 years old- Trying to make a 17 almost 18 year old jealous. And the funny thing is you think I care about the nasty whores that your going to nail. Thanks for laugh. LOL! Current Mood: amused Current Music: A Static Lullaby- Mechanical Heart (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 22nd, 2007
3:04 am	Drinking. Smoking cigarettes. Recording. Kissing boys. =] ;] Chillin with Amanda [A.K.A. Jizzface.] Piercing people. Livin' life. Good music. My band. Did I mention kissing boys? ;] Two VERY CUTE boys. Moving the fuck out in like 3-4 months! =] Yeahhh...Life is sweet. =] Current Mood: content Current Music: A Static Lullaby (Comment on this)
Monday, January 22nd, 2007
1:58 am	Life is weird. I have no clue how I have gotten myself into this situation. But I think I kinda like it. =] =] =] I guess alcohol works wonders? He's so silly. He makes me smile. When Im around him I dont have a single bad thought. =] 3 Cheers for drunken nights. <3 Current Mood: content Current Music: My Fair Verona (Comment on this)
Saturday, December 30th, 2006
4:20 pm	So I'm FINALLY starting to get happy again. I'm in Michigan now. =] I'm here until Thursday. It's awesome. Best of all: I get to see Jarrod when I get back.  Soooo yeah =] The fucking sleezebag called me on Xmas Eve [::CoughAusitnCough::] But whatever. I can't wait to see Jarrod =] I'm getting happier---POINT BLANK. Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Acceptance (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 30th, 2006
9:39 pm	Everything is so confusing lately. Its like- I should be happy. But I'm just not. REASONS I SHOULD BE HAPPY *Graduating in 2 weeks *Seeing Jarrod tomorrow *Singing "Tears Don't Fall" by Bullet For My Valentine at the 6 String Cafe Show tomorrow *Grades are semi-decent *Friends are great *No big strains on curfews *Recording at Music Tech Studios is going amazingly well and rapidly fast! =] *Got paid $179 today *Michigan in late December/Early January *Moving to Washington State in September *ETC. </center> But I'm NOT happy. I'm just as MISERABLE as EVER!!! And I have NO CLUE as to WHY!!! Save me? Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Slapstick Remedy (Comment on this)
Monday, October 16th, 2006
9:14 am	So I have the most PERFECT boyfriend ever! DAVE HENDERSON IS AMAZING!!! Current Mood: content Current Music: Drop Dead, Gorgeous (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 2nd, 2006
5:49 am	Hmmm... Well I don't really know how I should feel right now. My "father" got a promotion at his work. He's the new Senior Director and what not. I mean its good because we need the money. But now the family is gonna suffer. WHAT A FUCKING DOUBLE EDGED SWORD! So basically if he woulnd't have taken the promotion- money-wise we would suffer. But since he did now IM gonna suffer. This is going to put a whole new and EXTRA level of stress on him. Meaning that I'M the one that he's going to UNLOAD all of the stress on. Life sucks because of that. Now I have to be EXTRA CAREFUL in school. ONE fuck up and my ass is TOAST! So basically nothing lower than a B on ANYTHING. Not even simple classwork assignments or I get my ass kicked HARDCORE STYLE! I'm nervous. My mom even noticed how he "used" to act. She says she doesn't want him to go back to his "old" ways [though they aren't really all that old.] I guess now she's FINALLY seeing how much my so-called "dad" effects me, and at lease notices what he DOES. Or at least semi-realizes. Basically I'm NERVOUS AS FUCK!   Wish me luck?   <3 Current Mood: nervous Current Music: The Misfits (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, June 17th, 2006
2:49 am	So life is pretty boring right now. Not much going on. Oh yeah- I go to Michigan soon =] I can't wait! =] Current Mood: bored Current Music: Drop Dead, Gorgeous (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 27th, 2006
6:44 pm	Why did you have to fucking call me!?!?!?!? Right when I FINALLY FUCKING THINK THAT I'M STARTING TO GET OVER YOU, YOU KEEP FUCKING BRINGING ME BACK! This is torture. I really really hate you sometimes. I don't want your goddamn bond! You are a FUCKING CURSE! I REGRETus. But at the same time I don't Unwanted-Infatuation?I-Think-So. </3 Current Mood: frustrated Current Music: Rise Against (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 19th, 2005
11:19 pm	Went to a show tonight   Arvida and Merge were AMAZINNNNGG!! <3333333     TONIGHT=AMAZINGGG!!! Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: OTEP (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 23rd, 2005
2:45 pm	Saturday...me and jeff!! YaY!! =D Current Mood: excited Current Music: sweet dreams- marlyn manson (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 9th, 2005
12:34 pm	why can't i just be happy? things NEVER go the way they're supposed to. =/ Current Mood: disappointed Current Music: Beautiful Disgrace- Orgy (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, April 29th, 2005
3:37 pm	Paint your face with the blood of the weak Self sacrafice everyone you meet Screaming demons in my veins Voices of the dead nurturing my pain I survived I'm alive I spread the fever to watch you burn Kill your leader to help you learn I survived I'm alive   Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: possesion- otep (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 27th, 2005
10:01 pm	meh... Current Mood: blah Current Music: none (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 20th, 2005
7:47 pm	warning: THIS LIVEJOURNAL CONTAINS SOME OFFENSIVE THEMES, THEREFORE IT IS FOR PEOPLE WHO WILL NOT GET OFFENDED, AND IS NOW BLOCKED TO SOME PEOPLE, NON-OFFENSIVE TOPICS WILL BE FOR PUBLIC EYES, BUT IF I THINK IT'S TO OFFENSIVE FOR YOU TO HANDLE THEN I WILL POST IT PRIVATE, THEREFORE SOME PEOPLE WILL BE KNOCKED OFF MY FRIENDS LIST, PLEASE DO NOT FEEL BAD I STILL CONSIDER YOU FRIENDS, THAT'S WHY I'M MAKING SOME ENTRYS PRIVATE.   LATER! Current Mood: busy Current Music: Driven Under- Seether (16 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 17th, 2005
4:51 pm	--------------------------------------------------edit----------------------------------------------------- this entry is edited, because some people found the entry offensive... Current Mood: whatever (11 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, April 16th, 2005
5:02 pm	Reality. You never stopped to think and you ripped us apart. How could you? Now our time is gone but it's still breaking my heart. Current Mood: blah Current Music: An Epic Time Wasted-avenged sevenfold (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 14th, 2005
3:11 pm	I'm home sick...   i feel yucky... Current Mood: sick Current Music: sacralige- otep (1 Comment |Comment on this)